Wednesday, January 17, 2007
7:09 PM
so.
my worst fears are confirmed.
last night i was worrying non-stop over it.
i expected it.
but i wanted a conclusion.
something to stop the whirling thoughts in my head.
something to diminish that 0.01% chance i held deep down in my heart.
went up to 215's CT venue at 830am.
before miss luo officially announced the results, miss ong talked to me.
she consoled me, told me a lot of things.
i almost cried there and then.
she's a good teacher.
she really is.
so all of us 7 PA students, gathered in A4-18.
we all knew what to expect.
hui shan got promoted, `cause something happened to her during the holidays.
ching may cried in class, after miss luo 'told' us.
i wanted to cry too.
but,
i forced myself not to.
i don't know why,
but i just don't want people to see me cry, and make them feel worser.
both of us, me and ching may,
didn't know how to face the girls.
they told us, they didn't want us to leave.
they can't bear for us to be in different classes.
both me and ching may can't bear to part with them too.
we didn't know what to do..
they seemed to be still clinging on to the hope that we were promoted.
lifang cried.
lijun cried too.
so did yuting.
seeing them like this, i really feel terrible.
i wanted to cry, but i forced myself not to.
tears that welled up were forced back down.
i'm going to miss all of you. alot.
lifang. lijun. yuting.
niu. weilun.
but everything's fixed now,
nothing we can do about it.
i'll study harder this year..
we'll keep in contact as much as possible..
don't worry about it. (:
gonna meet new classmates tomorrow!
werent looking forward to it initially.
but.
i'm gonna be with my new class for a long long time.
so, no choice.
gotta try to know them better.. ^^
valentine's coming!
i wan gifts! [who says valentine must only be for bf/gf? therefore FRIENDS, pls do consider gettnig me what i want.. LOL.]
1. blue roses
2. chocolates
3. valentine day's card
lol.
sigh. my mummy's still sleeping.
gonna break the news to her as soon as she wakes up.
T.T
MISS ME GUYS.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;
