LIJUN. ALL i ever wanted was...



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

PRETTY LADY

WANGlijun. 17. 29 June`89. No. 8.

SHOOO-OUT YOU GO

weilun
aarontan aka baobei
winnie
cherlyn
sery
waidek
yingfang
william
boonhwee
martin[mengkiat]
ryan
han sheng





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September 2006
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

9:46 PM

met up with ah yu and ah lun for breakfast.
was supposed to meet at 8am.. but i reached only at abt 835.
*sheepish smile*
heh, i'm sorry ah lun. to have made u wait so long. lolx.

i'm almost always late when i meet up with anyone.. =x

it's still surprising to me how guys could gobble up a burger in less than 5 mins.. o.o

lol.

than we went to school.

studied some chem.
than had to head back home, `cos it's mum's off day, she's cooking lunch.

something astonishing than happened.
after lunch i went to make up for sleep lost the whole of the week.

and so with an extremely full stomach, i dropped onto my bed.
and zonked off almost immediately.

the astonishing thing was..

i woke up only when dinner was served.
practically sleep for 5 hours at one shot.. *faint.

the loss of sleep is taking a toll on my body!
really really gotta start sleeping early. >.<

ho well. it's time to start mugging again.. blahh.

<3.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


12:51 AM

PE was the day's first event.
played softball(sorta similiar to baseball).

freaking fun.

i think our class have a talent for sports, you know.

not only did we girls scored 12points in contrast to the opposing team who scored less than 5.

the guys trashed opposing teams 5-0!!!

;D

nothing much special happened in school today..

stayed back after school and went to the library to do some chem!
i really need to buck up HELLUVA lot in chem, if i wan to make it through. =\

went down to the basketball court at arnd 620pm..
watched basketball and soccer. *winks*
soccer-ed abit too! lolx.

soccer can be quite fun actually. (:

ne.xt was dinner. dinner at macdonalds!
william is damn high today, god knows what reason
but conversations exchanged after dinner was hilarious.
laughed till my stomach ached.
would have dropped onto a bed n rolled around in laughter if there had been a bed there and than.

guess what was after dinner straight?
supper. at prata house!
-_-"
i know. it sounds crazy. supper right after dinner.
what to do? i've made an appointment with the bunch of sec5(`05) crazy bunch.
caught up with each other a lil, than headed home.

feel so tired now!
not surprising though, judging by the fact that i slept around 22hours for the 5 week days.
oh well. i'll sleep before 2am today. (:

going school to study tomorrow with ah yu & ah lun! gonna have breakfast at mac.. cant wait.
i've decided on hotcakes.
:D :D :D
gonna pack stuffs for tomorrow, slack a lil, than slp!


`gdnite all.
<3.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, September 28, 2006

10:23 PM

i'm using ah lun's nike bag! buahaha. its HUGE. still not too used to it yet.

and i'm FUCKING disgusted.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, September 25, 2006

11:14 PM

Geog test today was LAME SHIT.

Studied my notes. Really studied.

Not a single shit came out of the set of notes I studied from. =.="

Stayed back after school to do maths today! Did from 5 till 6+, managed to complete 5 pitiful questions. Lmfao.

Oh well. At least I completed something.

;D

Just finished watching ANTM (america's next top model), Jenna is OUT! Damn. I liked her.
Poor girl.

Mollie Sue is still my favourite though. XD
I LOVE her. ;p
She looks just so fabulous!! No matter what she's in.

Time to mug.. I'll try to sleep early today. Say maybe, 1230? =)

I love Baby and Baobei!












Why?
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, September 24, 2006

10:59 PM

Fking geog's DRIVING ME CONSTIPATED.

Damnit.. Reading something over and over again, and still not absorbing/understanding it at all?

IT JUST SUCKS.

Don't know how I'm gonna survive the paper tomorrow.

SCREW IT MAN.. SCREW IT!!!!

Really should have taken physics instead.. ):











I don't understand..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


2:48 AM

Read slowly..

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart..
If you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much..
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


2:23 AM

BORED.

It's 2am+.. But I don't feel sleepy.
Maybe I shouldn't have slept so much, afterall. Lol. >.<

..
..
..

I know this is the wrong time to think about stuff like crushes/relationships/etc..
But lately stuff like these just come into my mind.

Love come and goes.
What's the difference between love, and like alot alot alot?

Can't it be possible to have almost complete freedom when you're in a relationship.

How come some people just won't fall for others..
I wish I was one of them! :D

But still, I guess it's natural to fall for someone, right? x)

Is it true that some people just can't be alone, they just need someone there for them?

Maybe?


I know to let go. I also know to keep memories. x)
Oh well. On top of everything, I know my priorities.
PROMOS!!!!

Got this following messages from a forwarded email.
Thought they were really meaningful, so I'm just gonna post them in another new entry.(the above entry)
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Saturday, September 23, 2006

11:31 PM

Woke up at 3pm. Had lunch, and went back to sleep again again til 7pm..
Slept for around 15+ hours!! Lmfao.

Guess I really made up for the slept lost previously.

Sigh. Feel so bored.

I WANT A HAIR EXTENSION!
Hope my hair grows real fast, so I can trim it back to how I want it to be.

Wei Lun, Han Sheng, Guang Zu, William and Janson went to Kbox today.
They're the new G5, from what I heard from William.
William said they could form a band...

..
..
..
..

-_-

I have my doubts.

Lol.

But he said HanSheng is a real good rapper. That I believe. LOL.

Have a freaking geog test on Monday! And its a stupid essay summore.
Gotta start studying later. I hope I WILL start studying later.

Plan to stay back in school on Monday to do Maths and maybe Chem!
Really gotta pull my socks up. Promo's approching REAL fast.!!

Haven played Maple for quite awhile now.
Im bored now.. would log in if only promos weren't just 3 weeks away! Siigh.
`Cause if i do log in now, I'm sure gonna chiong all the way.. Lol.

It's a real boring night.. No nice shows! Damn.

Oh well.. went to NTUC just now with Mum to shop.
Bought $75.05 worth of junk food.. Can you believe it?
Maybe I'm gonna pig out on the couch and watch some VCDs later.

SIIGGGHHH.
REAL BORED.

>.Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, September 22, 2006

10:26 PM

FINALLY, time i can blog. x)

Yesterday was a complete fiasco.
But it made me realise how lucky I am, to have friends like those who stayed behind yesterday.

I was way screwed up by WR apparently.
And when the snowballing stress finally got to me with addition to the fact that our final submission deadline was today,
I broke down.

I still have the packets of tissue that my beloved friends passed to me.. x)

After crying everything out, felt so much better.
Was ready to battle it out with WR again.. Lol.

Practically everyone present asked me if I needed help, and if i do need help, can look for them anytime.. I was touched, and didn't really know what to say.

When Wei Lun and Wiliam went down for instant noodles, Han Sheng stayed in the library to help me think of the survey questions. He even called Terrence to ask about the interview, to think of relevant survey questions. He really put alot of effort into helping me think of the survey questions..

So sweet of him, right? x)

(I genuinely mean this, no hidden meaning whatsoever.)





Got home only at about 1035.
Had a quick bath, came out at 11,sorted out stuffs for individual group member to do.
Had a headstart on my share of the work, but went to cook noodles at 1130.
Was really hungry, haven had dinner yet.
Enjoyed my noodles while watching Shaman King! :D :D


To summarise it simply,
I did WR from midnight, all the way to 630am. (:
Yup, no sleep! I think I must be looking really like a panda. >.<>No sleep at all.
Good news? Completion of WR farking final draft.

P/S: William stayed online from 2am + to 4am plus, helped edit my WR over and over again.


I'm really touched by the things they did. Thanks guys (of course I mean the girls too). I love you all. x)

Back to WR. With the completion of the farking final draft,

SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT!

Muahahahahaha. Relieved of the tremondous amount of stress felt previously!

Finally, off to school I go! x)

And that leads to today.

Softball was played during PE. It's quite fun actually. x)

Was really stoned out during Chem and Econs.. tried and failing to stay awake.

Dinner was at Northpoint's LJS with Wei Lun, William, Han Sheng and Guang Zu!

I'm gonna sleep till, real late tomorrow. I really need to make up for my beauty sleep. =P


<3<3<3.>-Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have done.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

11:03 PM

My first new post! (:

still trying to figure out how to add on a tag board onto my new blog!
`and playing around with all the html and stuff.. getting customised to the new world of blogging. x)

had a chemistry test today, studied with 70% effort, figured that i'm still gonna fail after all.
still desperately hanging onto the hope of getting a sub-pass though. =
went over to north point with twins, ah yu, han sheng, weilun, shan hong and william.
ate some fries, tialijun taught me some chemistry.
she's my new tutor for chemistry! (:

really gotta start mugging already.. time's running short.
hope i'll be able to convince myself in time.

oh well. off for project runway, inuyasha, den shaman king. =x

can't wait for tomorrow. x)
misses!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

11:04 PM

testing.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;