LIJUN. ALL i ever wanted was...

PRETTY LADY

WANGlijun. 17. 29 June`89. No. 8.

SHOOO-OUT YOU GO

weilun
aarontan aka baobei
winnie
cherlyn
sery
waidek
yingfang
william
boonhwee
martin[mengkiat]
ryan
han sheng

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

12:10 AM

haven blogged in two weeks!!

its VALENTINE'S DAY!

firstly, Happy Valentine's Day to all!

was up to 3am+ last night, getting the presents ready for the girls.. TIRED.

oh well. was generally in a good mood the whole day!

next few pics are of the prezzies the girls + guys gave me.

this HUGE, FAT, & of course, CUTE ROSE, is given by twins, ah yu + niu! >.<

these 5 origami roses, by william, shan hong, han sheng, guang zu & terence. (:

[ a bouquet of blue roses]

[a 'wine glass' of milk chocolate hearts]

the 2 items above is from choo hao jie!

oh man.. he really wasted a lot of $$ man..

i feel so guilty!

thanks wor.

the whole day was great, happy today!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

11:40 PM

haven blogged in two weeks!!

its VALENTINE'S DAY!

firstly, Happy Valentine's Day to all!

was up to 3am+ last night, getting the presents ready for the girls.. TIRED.

oh well. was generally in a good mood the whole day!

next few pics are of the prezzies the girls + guys gave me.

this HUGE, FAT, & of course, CUTE ROSE, is given by twins, ah yu + niu! >.<

these 5 origami roses, by william, shan hong, han sheng, guang zu & terence. (:

[ a bouquet of blue roses]

[a 'wine glass' of milk chocolate hearts]

the 2 items above is from choo hao jie!

oh man.. he really wasted a lot of $$ man..

i feel so guilty!

thanks wor.

the whole day was great, happy today!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

1:25 AM

things are quite okie now already..
thanks to all who were concerned.. (:

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, January 18, 2007

11:40 PM

so, the first day of J1 life.

skipped PE.
went up to 215 class..
chatted with lijun.

ah yu.. cried. T.T
don't know what to do at that point of time.

my new class is.. kind of boring.
knew 2 new girls, Vivien and Eleanor.
they're quite nice.

watched death note 2 with twins + ching may.
great show, i really liked L.

don't really know what to blog about...

but i just can say,
there are a lot of things i'm pushing back down.
feelings.
thoughts.

it don't feel good.
feel terrible, actually.
but to survive?
i still gotta get thru all this, i know.

so for now just in class,
i'll be a bit more quiet.
just listen to lessons.
learn.

shan hong still can't accept it from what i see..
he feels really sian.

don't i?

i don't know how to talk to my mum now already..
i heard her saying today..

'haiya.. ah mei ar.. bu dong zen me ban'
[don't know what to do]

i don't think i'll be talking much to my family these days.
i'll keep a distance from them.

i told my mum i wanted to quit pastamania.
she kept quiet,
than asked me to work for 1 or 2 more months than quit.

i kept quiet.

so that's what i will do.

i will not cry in front of my friends or my family..
if i were to cry.
i'll lock myself up in the room, and cry, alone.

i don't feel good..

although i know i deserve it.
i didn't want this to happen either.

right now i also don't know who to talk to.

i'll just let it all out, soon.
than i'll put a great smile on my face.

things will get better..
i hope.

i really hope.

make more new friends.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

7:09 PM

so.
my worst fears are confirmed.

last night i was worrying non-stop over it.
i expected it.
but i wanted a conclusion.
something to stop the whirling thoughts in my head.
something to diminish that 0.01% chance i held deep down in my heart.

went up to 215's CT venue at 830am.
before miss luo officially announced the results, miss ong talked to me.
she consoled me, told me a lot of things.
i almost cried there and then.
she's a good teacher.
she really is.

so all of us 7 PA students, gathered in A4-18.
we all knew what to expect.

hui shan got promoted, `cause something happened to her during the holidays.

ching may cried in class, after miss luo 'told' us.
i wanted to cry too.
but,
i forced myself not to.

i don't know why,
but i just don't want people to see me cry, and make them feel worser.

both of us, me and ching may,
didn't know how to face the girls.

they told us, they didn't want us to leave.
they can't bear for us to be in different classes.

both me and ching may can't bear to part with them too.
we didn't know what to do..
they seemed to be still clinging on to the hope that we were promoted.

lifang cried.
lijun cried too.
so did yuting.

seeing them like this, i really feel terrible.
i wanted to cry, but i forced myself not to.
tears that welled up were forced back down.

i'm going to miss all of you. alot.
lifang. lijun. yuting.
niu. weilun.

but everything's fixed now,
nothing we can do about it.

i'll study harder this year..

we'll keep in contact as much as possible..
don't worry about it. (:

gonna meet new classmates tomorrow!

werent looking forward to it initially.
but.
i'm gonna be with my new class for a long long time.
so, no choice.
gotta try to know them better.. ^^

valentine's coming!
i wan gifts! [who says valentine must only be for bf/gf? therefore FRIENDS, pls do consider gettnig me what i want.. LOL.]

1. blue roses
2. chocolates
3. valentine day's card

lol.

sigh. my mummy's still sleeping.
gonna break the news to her as soon as she wakes up.
T.T

MISS ME GUYS.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, January 11, 2007

8:25 PM

2nd week of school, one more day till the weekend!

school has been quiet lately, but the OGLS are having helluva fun of a time..>.<

i'm so sure u screwed up my block tests badly.
my bad.
i didn't take the time to study.. =\

sigh.
oh well.
watched our school have a friendly against NJC yesterday.. lost by 3 points. T.T
lost by 1 time initially...
but.
it's over, so no point dwindling over it yeah ^^

new chemistry teacher Miss Ong!
she keeps targetting at me to ask question..
i'm in for it.. T.T
hoooo mannnn. lol.

haven been doing much things lately, don't know why am i idling around also.
kinda empty.

tomorrow's a stupid timetable day.
before econs tutorial we have 4 hrs of break.
4 fking hours. wtf.
-_-

i wanna watch death note 2.

not really in a mood to blog much, shall update next time..

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, January 05, 2007

11:40 PM

HI ALL! haven been updating, again!
:D

well, i had my last paper today.
let's just say, things don't look too optimistic for me. (:
oh well.
i'll face the music when the time comes. ^^

gonna go sentosa with meng kiat on sunday!
buahaha. than i'l have work at 5.
think i gonna turn up for work a red shelled lobster.. T.T

hohoho.
many things i wanna buy at the moment.
the following, in most wanted order:

1. A new side bag
2. New tops
3. New shorts, prefer denim ones.
4. A pair of new jeans. Hip.
5. A new jacket. Converse/Adidas preferred.
6. New slippers
7. New sneakers
8. New spectacles
9. Stylish sunglasses. =P
10. A nice smelling perfume.
11. A new watch. One that looks elegant on me :D:D

Actually i think there're a lot of other things i wanna buy..
but this is what i can think of at the moment.

people around me keep telling me about their new year resolutions.
hmm.
i was just thinking, what resolutions i wanna have.
but none come to my mind. -_-
maybe.. to be more self-discipline? LOL.

oh yeah.. I WANNA HAVE A LOT OF $$ !
lmfao.
who don't? XD

hurhur.

worked today from 6 - closing.
burnt my hand. -_-
think its gonna leave a scar.. T.T

sigh.
OH YEAH I JUST THOUGHT OF ONE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

**TO GROW FATTER BY 3KG.
:D:D:D:D

lols.

oh wel. i think i'm gonna have pics posted up frm my outing on sun, so, stay 'tuned'!
XD

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;