im just but a girl.

2007-02-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

haven blogged in two weeks!!

its VALENTINE'S DAY!

firstly, Happy Valentine's Day to all!

was up to 3am+ last night, getting the presents ready for the girls.. TIRED.

oh well. was generally in a good mood the whole day!

next few pics are of the prezzies the girls + guys gave me.

this HUGE, FAT, & of course, CUTE ROSE, is given by twins, ah yu + niu! >.<

these 5 origami roses, by william, shan hong, han sheng, guang zu & terence. (:

[ a bouquet of blue roses]

[a 'wine glass' of milk chocolate hearts]

the 2 items above is from choo hao jie!

oh man.. he really wasted a lot of $$ man..

i feel so guilty!

thanks wor.

the whole day was great, happy today!

2007-02-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

haven blogged in two weeks!!

its VALENTINE'S DAY!

firstly, Happy Valentine's Day to all!

was up to 3am+ last night, getting the presents ready for the girls.. TIRED.

oh well. was generally in a good mood the whole day!

next few pics are of the prezzies the girls + guys gave me.

this HUGE, FAT, & of course, CUTE ROSE, is given by twins, ah yu + niu! >.<

these 5 origami roses, by william, shan hong, han sheng, guang zu & terence. (:

[ a bouquet of blue roses]

[a 'wine glass' of milk chocolate hearts]

the 2 items above is from choo hao jie!

oh man.. he really wasted a lot of $$ man..

i feel so guilty!

thanks wor.

the whole day was great, happy today!

2007-01-31T01:25:00.001+08:00

things are quite okie now already..
thanks to all who were concerned.. (:

2007-01-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

so, the first day of J1 life.

skipped PE.
went up to 215 class..
chatted with lijun.

ah yu.. cried. T.T
don't know what to do at that point of time.

my new class is.. kind of boring.
knew 2 new girls, Vivien and Eleanor.
they're quite nice.

watched death note 2 with twins + ching may.
great show, i really liked L.

don't really know what to blog about...

but i just can say,
there are a lot of things i'm pushing back down.
feelings.
thoughts.

it don't feel good.
feel terrible, actually.
but to survive?
i still gotta get thru all this, i know.

so for now just in class,
i'll be a bit more quiet.
just listen to lessons.
learn.

shan hong still can't accept it from what i see..
he feels really sian.

don't i?

i don't know how to talk to my mum now already..
i heard her saying today..

'haiya.. ah mei ar.. bu dong zen me ban'
[don't know what to do]

i don't think i'll be talking much to my family these days.
i'll keep a distance from them.

i told my mum i wanted to quit pastamania.
she kept quiet,
than asked me to work for 1 or 2 more months than quit.

i kept quiet.

so that's what i will do.

i will not cry in front of my friends or my family..
if i were to cry.
i'll lock myself up in the room, and cry, alone.

i don't feel good..

although i know i deserve it.
i didn't want this to happen either.

right now i also don't know who to talk to.

i'll just let it all out, soon.
than i'll put a great smile on my face.

things will get better..
i hope.

i really hope.

make more new friends.

2007-01-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

so.
my worst fears are confirmed.

last night i was worrying non-stop over it.
i expected it.
but i wanted a conclusion.
something to stop the whirling thoughts in my head.
something to diminish that 0.01% chance i held deep down in my heart.

went up to 215's CT venue at 830am.
before miss luo officially announced the results, miss ong talked to me.
she consoled me, told me a lot of things.
i almost cried there and then.
she's a good teacher.
she really is.

so all of us 7 PA students, gathered in A4-18.
we all knew what to expect.

hui shan got promoted, `cause something happened to her during the holidays.

ching may cried in class, after miss luo 'told' us.
i wanted to cry too.
but,
i forced myself not to.

i don't know why,
but i just don't want people to see me cry, and make them feel worser.

both of us, me and ching may,
didn't know how to face the girls.

they told us, they didn't want us to leave.
they can't bear for us to be in different classes.

both me and ching may can't bear to part with them too.
we didn't know what to do..
they seemed to be still clinging on to the hope that we were promoted.

lifang cried.
lijun cried too.
so did yuting.

seeing them like this, i really feel terrible.
i wanted to cry, but i forced myself not to.
tears that welled up were forced back down.

i'm going to miss all of you. alot.
lifang. lijun. yuting.
niu. weilun.

but everything's fixed now,
nothing we can do about it.

i'll study harder this year..

we'll keep in contact as much as possible..
don't worry about it. (:

gonna meet new classmates tomorrow!

werent looking forward to it initially.
but.
i'm gonna be with my new class for a long long time.
so, no choice.
gotta try to know them better.. ^^

valentine's coming!
i wan gifts! [who says valentine must only be for bf/gf? therefore FRIENDS, pls do consider gettnig me what i want.. LOL.]

1. blue roses
2. chocolates
3. valentine day's card

lol.

sigh. my mummy's still sleeping.
gonna break the news to her as soon as she wakes up.
T.T

MISS ME GUYS.

2007-01-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

2nd week of school, one more day till the weekend!

school has been quiet lately, but the OGLS are having helluva fun of a time..>.<

i'm so sure u screwed up my block tests badly.
my bad.
i didn't take the time to study.. =\

sigh.
oh well.
watched our school have a friendly against NJC yesterday.. lost by 3 points. T.T
lost by 1 time initially...
but.
it's over, so no point dwindling over it yeah ^^

new chemistry teacher Miss Ong!
she keeps targetting at me to ask question..
i'm in for it.. T.T
hoooo mannnn. lol.

haven been doing much things lately, don't know why am i idling around also.
kinda empty.

tomorrow's a stupid timetable day.
before econs tutorial we have 4 hrs of break.
4 fking hours. wtf.
-_-

i wanna watch death note 2.

not really in a mood to blog much, shall update next time..

2007-01-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

HI ALL! haven been updating, again!
:D

well, i had my last paper today.
let's just say, things don't look too optimistic for me. (:
oh well.
i'll face the music when the time comes. ^^

gonna go sentosa with meng kiat on sunday!
buahaha. than i'l have work at 5.
think i gonna turn up for work a red shelled lobster.. T.T

hohoho.
many things i wanna buy at the moment.
the following, in most wanted order:

1. A new side bag
2. New tops
3. New shorts, prefer denim ones.
4. A pair of new jeans. Hip.
5. A new jacket. Converse/Adidas preferred.
6. New slippers
7. New sneakers
8. New spectacles
9. Stylish sunglasses. =P
10. A nice smelling perfume.
11. A new watch. One that looks elegant on me :D:D

Actually i think there're a lot of other things i wanna buy..
but this is what i can think of at the moment.

people around me keep telling me about their new year resolutions.
hmm.
i was just thinking, what resolutions i wanna have.
but none come to my mind. -_-
maybe.. to be more self-discipline? LOL.

oh yeah.. I WANNA HAVE A LOT OF $$ !
lmfao.
who don't? XD

hurhur.

worked today from 6 - closing.
burnt my hand. -_-
think its gonna leave a scar.. T.T

sigh.
OH YEAH I JUST THOUGHT OF ONE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

**TO GROW FATTER BY 3KG.
:D:D:D:D

lols.

oh wel. i think i'm gonna have pics posted up frm my outing on sun, so, stay 'tuned'!
XD

2006-12-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO, MERRY X`MAS ALL !! :D

every year, i always have programs for christmas eve.
BUT THIS YEAR.. -_-

sighh. i called meng kiat out but he going out with his friends already!
he asked me to join him, but of course i didn't, i don't even know his friends.
was sweet of him to ask me though (:

and he say he date me for new year's eve!! lols. XD

but i might be home mugging half dead.. T.T
oh well. we shall see.

SO!
let's talk about what we did today.

oh well.
5++ 6, i went to j8 with my sis, than to toa payoh to shop for new shoes.
or should i say, er, slippers?

and i bought a white one, for $19.90.
i like it. :D :D :D

hoho.
than my sis had to go meet her friends at chinatown arnd 8... T.T

than i went to orchard to find CLARA & JESAK!
wonder who they are?
THEY'RE FROM PASTAMANIA!
hoho.
from the service crew.

surprised right?
lol. i'm surprised myself.
initially thought that it'l be a bit awkward.

BUT clara and i had alot of things to talk about.
not to forget, ALOT IN COMMON too.
LOL.

we gossiped, the way girls always do.. =P
and talked about a lot of other stuffs!

orchard was SO SO SO squeezy.
and i told clara about those 'banglahs'......
uh.
to put it simply,
just asked her to be more careful. (:

we went back to j8 after jesak went home, sat at mos to talked summore.
-_-

den we went to AMK to find xiaoqiang & ah wah.
they're from the kitchen crew!
XD

they're very nice people la. lol.
they suan clara alot -.-

stupid boonhwee say ask me go countdown, than i ask him go watch movie he duwan.. -_-
BAH.
next time u treat liao.
+ all other expenses. LOL.

oh well.
i went out the whole day still.
gotta start mugging tml !!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!! hohoho~

2006-12-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

hoho.
so long since i last blogged... XD

shall update on some past events which come to my mind.
yesterday was SUPPOSED to be the friendly between my secondary school and YJC.
but the damn rain ruined everything.
poor yj guys. they dried the floor with the roller thing(which didn't look so light to me) for 3 times i think.
but ultimately, the match couldn't be held.
-_-
waste my time waking up so early. AHH! could have slept longer. hmph. >.<
oh well.

i've been working for quite a while there already.
the people there are very nice!
but got this guy, he's always at the pizza station at me.
sometimes he's quiet sarcastic and the way he talkes ain't good.
he told me, that he had to talk like this because he want me to remember.
Bollocks.
what makes you think talking like that to me i'll remember better.
a few times i actually had the tinge of tears coming to my eye after he makes some stupid remark.
-.-
oh well.
but still, i know la. he meant good.

the rest are all very nice.
crappy, full of talk & funny. LOL.

yesterday and today, worked with this tall guy(the only one there taller than me T.T)
he really very nice lor!
for closing, he help me do so much things.. T.T
i like working with him :D
lol.
but next time i'll try to do everything myself, it's what i should be doing actually. =x
buahaha.

xmas coming up!
and alr, my juniors have got a xmas party on xmas itself, gonna t0n till morning.
and theres a sorta party thing at winnie house on either 26th or 28th.

wonder how i should spend xmas this year?:D

sigh. i'm doomed for studies.
for the last week sure die, gonna chiong like mad.

i wanna rewatch happy feet!
BAH.
i wanna watch DEATH NOTE 2, most of all.
oh yeah, and SAW III !! >.<
>.>
<.<
>.<

2006-12-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

haven updated for quiet somewhile!

i'm working already.
today's my 2nd day.. lols.
don't know if i'll continue working when school reopens..
well.
we will see how things go.

making pizzas aren't as easy as i thought.. T.T
still, with some practice, i bet i'll make `em fast & nice. XD
weee~

the people there are quite nice.

^^

changed bedding of baby & baobei last weds,
the bedding ROX.
they're not smelly anymore!
gotta top up their food though.
sigh.

i haven't really studied yet.. T.T
HOW!

2006-12-03T01:49:00.000+08:00

good news, and BAD NEWS.

good news?
han sheng came back today! ;D
wahaha.

BAD NEWS?
mummy & daddy fly to korea today. ): ):

siighh.
now 's only me, my sis & my bro at home!
the house seems SO QUIET & empty.

this might sound childish for a bit.
BUT.
i'm going to miss mummy & daddy. )"
from what i see, mum she bu de us 3 kids too....
she's esp. worried about my bro. lol.
hope dad & mum enjoy themselves!

oh well.
heres some update.

2 days ago,
went for dinner at tampiness with MENG KIAT!
it was a freaking long journey.
haven't been to tampiness in a long lonnggg while... (:

meng kiat's voice is really loud. and i mean, LOUD.
he really damn kuku. go out with him & you're never bored.
trust me. :D

oh yeah, did i forget to mention,
MENG KIAT'S WORKING UNDER A BOSS WHO'S GAY!
lmfao.
the stuffs he tells me about his boss cracks me up.
buay tahan.

and we watched OPEN SEASON!!!
it's nice.
catch it!
i find the beavers inside the cartoon esp. farnie.. :D

oh yeah oh yeah,
i'm starting work next weeked!!!

i really need to start studying, seriously.
i'm gonna have to juggle studying besides play and work!

my first time working,
gonnne be a new experience... XD

my mind keeps whirling back to the past recently, for god knows what reasons....

oh well.
AH LUN N AH HONG COMING BACK ON THIS THURS!
woohoO.
finally.
after 19 days.
i hope i get a BIG BIG present from them both... =x

been mapling lately,
i wanna get to level 80!!!!!!

lol.

SAW III is out.
BUT WHY IS IT FREAKING R21 !!!!
AHHH!!!!

2006-11-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

lol haven updated for a LONG LONG time!
oh well.
shall update a bit.

life's pretty boring lately.
i maple alot these days. XD

went to guang zu's house yesterday to watch dvds.
we watched SAW II, and also FINAL DESTINATION III.

both movies are freaking gory and disgusting!

william bought a hello! card the day before, which could be used to call overseas.
we called ah lun & shan hong before we had our dinner!

it seems both of them are enjoying themselves.. and eating good food.
i also want to eat!
i wanna GROW FATTER. 3kgs this holiday, i hope. :D :D :D

and i talked to han sheng on msn yesterday too!
he said the weather in cambodia is freaking hot, many times hotter than in Singapore.
can't imagine it.. o.O scary. hot like hell.

i wanna go shopping!!
no $$ to go shopping!!
AHH!!!

find me an ATM pls. *winks*

2006-11-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

the guys fly today!

woke up at freaking 5am.. =___=

reached city hall at 7am, waited til 715am when i received a msg from william, who said that he jus woke up...... -_______-
we were supposed to meet at 7am. -.-

than i waited for the twins to reach before setting off for changi airport.

it was arnd 740am when they reached, we took mrt to changi.
reached terminal 2, than we had to take the lightTrain..
ah yu called before to tell us to hurry.

was feeling worried that we wouldn't be able to see them off.. >.>

but w00tx! we reached in time. & even had time to spare.. ^^

took some pics.. ^^

ah yu is real cheeky today.. hor ah yu?
people present will know what i'm talking abt.. <.<
lol.

BON VOYAGE AH LUN, SHAN HONG!!!
will miss you guys, hope you guys miss all of us too!

unable to send hansheng off tonight.. sorry han sheng!!
bon voyage to you too..

hope these 3 guys take good care of themselves.

i'll be lookin forward to their return home.. MY GIFTS!! XD XD XD

it's more than words. (:

2006-11-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

took those while waiting for the mrt to move!

(: (: (:

2006-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

as we waited for the bus, took some pics of the soon-to-fly people.

ah lun & shan hong - flying off to china at 10am the next day.. >.>

han sheng & chern hui.. to cambodia at 2am on sunday.. <.<

<.<.. >.>.. >.<..

took a group photo at marina mrt. XD

2006-11-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

so we met at marina mrt station.

when we walked out, some auntie + uncle tried to 'poach' us.
they have free transport, blah blah blah.
just wanted us to eat at their shop.

but NO WAY.
i just wan, ZHEN FA!!!
lol. :D

15 of us shared 2 tables, abit cramped but it was cosy! XD

everyone started taking food and 'bbq-ing' them.

shan hong wasn't feeling well- he had a headache.. but as we eat his headache seemed to fade away!

ah lun didn't eat alot, he wasn't feeling well too.. extremely exhausted as he had stayed up the previous night doing our class video..

the video was nice! xin ku le! XD

many stood to cook the stuffs.. lol.

spilled a plate of cooked meat over ah jun accidentally.. =xah yu, ching may, lijun & me went off to play table soccer..

table soccer is fun!!

the guys saw us play, and couldn't resist the temptation.. =x

took some pics here & there!

william's really getting into the act.. o.o"

we went to the bus-stop at arnd 10pm.

2006-11-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

went to school today, but ponned 2 lessons outta 3!! buahaha.

took some pics while we slacked.
lazy to upload all! here's one of me & ching may. ^^

had actually planned to skip econs, but my syn called the girls to call us.
so we attended econs after all.. XD

the girls took a pic with my syn after the lesson!
mr syn's really a great econs teacher.. (:

the new topic is kinda confusing to me, gotta read up on it!

than we went to burger king for lunch!
took a couple of pics there.

after lunch we watched Flushed Away!
Not that good, not that bad either.. kinda cute. (:

than the girls went home to bath & get changed, next up is marina bay for steamboat!!

FINALLY!!
buahahahaha.

this will be continued in the next post.

2006-11-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

mummy's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY! :D :D :D

on top of that, ponned school.
THE FIRST TIME, can u believe it?
noob me.

kinda slack day, slept till noon & wished mummy happy birthday when i first wake up in bed.
& she said i mouth smelly smelly never brush teeth wish her happy birthday.. =.="

we went to causeway to gai gai!
bought a t-shirt from bossini for $10. (initial price $19!)
& i like it a lot!
wahaha!

can't wait for tml..
i wanna eat steamboat!!! XD XD XD

2006-11-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

ahhh nnniiiuuuuu & me.

i like this pic! XD

2006-11-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

shan hong: 'presenting to you.. the one & only.......

-ah lun gets ready for flight.

so you think you can dance? LOL.

me & ah jun.!

ah jun gets bored of taking pictures. she grabs a magazine & ignores us. =x

2006-11-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

the 3 supermen - ah lun, ah niu & guang zu.

look at ah yu. what is she doing!? lol! :D

the guys managed a pyramid!! w00tx!

2006-11-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

me & ah yu. kinda blurry, but i sorta like the effect.

^^,

ah lun & me!!

still ah lun & me!!

2006-11-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

me & shan hong. the number 8s! number 8 is THE NUMBER. XD

han sheng & me!! (:

me + fangfang! x)

2006-11-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

celebrated wan miao's birthday today!
had a lot of fun, took a helluva lot of pics.
& i realised, blowing up balloons ain't any easy feat. o.o"

our dear ah yu had a haircut yesterday!
her haircut looks kinda cute on her.. o.o"
ching may says it looks like one of The Peanut's cartoon character.. LOL. =x

only 8 people went for chemistry today.. lol. poor miss lim.
but u know what? she said our class's attendance is better than her ct class.. =.="

the girls went to buy bubble tea after school. i had honey milk tea!

i'm gonna grow fat.
i wanna get at least 1 kg by the end of this month! buahaha. XD

well well. i shall upload the pics from here onwards! gonna do it in a few seperate posts, lest blogger dies on me again.. (:

these first 2 pics, taken before the 'party' for wan miao started.

guang zu, han sheng & ah lun!

initially supposed to be a pic of guang zu & han sheng, ah lun jumped right in when i took the photo. lol. ^^

and once again!

2006-11-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

i thought that i was only slightly burnt at the back.
but.
HO MAMA.
im burned BAD.
my shoulder blades, my back.
looks like the shell of a boiled lobster.
it hurts when i sling my bag over them... holy crap.

everyone got their results back today.
goods news. bad news. it was bad.

i need to work my ass off during dec holidays.
let's hope i get thru the block tests next year.....

sighh. no pics today. shall update soon.

2006-11-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa with ah yu, tialijun, andria, ah niu, ah lun, will, gz, sh, & derrick today!
noone's gonna believe this, but we were on the beach from 1130 til 4, with no games, no entertainment.
there was just the water, & the sand.
we played with these, & only these. =.="

the journey there.
waited fr the 3 yishun-ers > ah yu, ah niu & ah lun at bishan mrt.
afterwhich we dropped at toa payoh to wait fr our tialijun to get ready.

headed to harbourfront, caught a quick meal at the market there.

than we headed for siloso beach.

taken on the tram on the way there.

first thing we did when we reached.
BURYING AH NIU!
we even made 'breasts' for him. LOL.
not shown in this pictures. ^^

taken with ah yu & tialijun, while andria was off swimmin with ah niu to goodness-knows-where.
sun was glaring, couldnt really open our eyes too wide. tried to open them as best as we could.

ah yu acting cool with the specs. =x

tialijun! william's shirt is BIG.

my eyes are especially small here! o.o"

there're alot alot more pics, but all with ah niu.
will update when i get them ^^

after sentosa we went to search for our dinner, tried carls junior n food republic at vivo,
everywhere was packed.

ended up eating fish & co, the one just next to paridigm centre.

sambal fish is nice! seafood platter, EVEN nicer. XD

system shutting down.. updating to be continued tomorow!

2006-11-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go to william's house to slack & watch dvds.
but due to some reasons, ended up not going out at all. (:
the guys stil went to orchard, ah niu said shan hong need to buy something.
still can't imagine guys going shopping.. XD

as for myself, went for lunch with sis & bro at mummy's workplace, PASTAMANIA!
ate tuna & bacon spaghetti.
delicious & yummy!
2 pics taken.

my elder sis. when i see her smiling like that i feel like whacking her. LOL.

muh mum, at the counter, VERY serious in her work! lol. XD

here's a pic of baobei.
can't take a very clear one `cause he keeps moving around.
but he's darker than baby.
he's a normal winter white, baby winter white sapphire!

having dinner at home tonight!
gotta start planning for tml.
where to go, where to meet. =___="
ho well.

IM BROKE!!!!! NO $$$$. I WAN LOTSA LOTSA $$.

2006-11-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nothing much special today, but here are some random pics. XD

myuk bags!
from left: ching may, ah yu, tialijun, & finally, ME!
we're the ambassadors for myuk brand. LOL.
ah yu & i took brown colour, ching may & tialijun purple.

the long wait for william, shan hong, ah lun & derrick.
everyone's bored. hansheng is reading DEATH NOTE!
our dear ah yu, fainting of hunger. =x
we got so bored, we resorted to watching happy tree friends! o.o"

this is baby! would have taken pics of baobei, but he's sleeping very soundly.
baby's getting real fat isn't he?
stupid william tells me he looks like a guinea pig.
DONT INSULT MY BABY.
lol.

baby again! from another angle. <3<3<3!>

had lunch at northpoint with the guys, william & derrick damn cheeky & guailan. -_-"
ate spicy chicken bowl! not bad. but william spilled my soup. =.=
ho well.
headed home after that.

I WANT TO EAT STEAMBOAT AT MARINA BAY, I WANNA GO SENTOSA, I WANNA WATCH THE GRUDGE II, STEP UP, FLUSHED AWAY, HAPPY FEET!!!

2006-11-09T19:06:00.000+08:00

lol.

another long interval since i updated my blog. shall update more in future. x)

had OP today!
Boy, am i relieved it's over.

twins, ah yu, ching may, andria & of cos me.
went to yishun central, to have the famous laksa there for lunch.
the laksa is really nice.
but they gotta expand the place for customers. =.="
& maybe invest in air-conditioning too.

next up, marina square.
me and TIAlijun bought new bags!
myuk brand.
she got purple, i got brown.
so happy with my new purchase. :D

i don't know why, suddenly all the girls kept wanting to take photos.
we took helluva lot.
shall post them later at this post.

than we walked to esplanade, to take EVEN more photos. =.="

andria had to meet her friend, and off we went with her.
got home at 6pm!
bathed and played with my darlings baby&baobei.
so here i am now, blogging.
something i've never done in a long time!

suddenly recaled that this dec holidays is gonna be a mugging session.
i'm gonna try.
x)

well less with the bullshit, here are the photos! ;D

me & lifang!

me & lijun!

my project work girls! (:

the girls! XD

at esplanade. XD

hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil! :D

and that is all for today! *winks*

2006-10-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

haven been updating for awhile now.. (:

finally, im back to update!

just came back from a chalet.
come to think of it, it seems reli hilarious.

the chalet was supposed to be on friday.
janson WEILUN WILLIAM hansheng shanhong DERRICK guang zu terrence andria me.

on wednesday, i was trying to book the chalet for fri.
turned out that there were chalets available only on thursdays.

and so i called janson up.
i had this sudden idea, told him why not have it tomorrow(thursday) instead? steady la.
and to my surprise janson went along with my madness.

on the day itself arised some circumstances.
but ultimately the chalet was decided & confirmed. x)

took 88 with janson to pasir ris interchange.
met up with DERRICK there.
checked in at around 10.

(henceforth blogged by WILLIAM CHANG OF 115)
waited for wei lun in the room, and kept asking him to bathe... but he refused!! So i jumped on him and started WRESTLEMANIA 2006! Wei lun was strong but i was stronger, guess who won =D

after that went down to sample the guys' cooking, ate so much crabmeat that i became sick of them. Again i showed my strength by snatching wei lun's long, soft, floppy....... CRABSTICK LAH!! dun think sick ppl...

The guys' then had a winning eleven tournament with INTER MILAN (WILL'S TEAM) winning it! Liverpool put up a strong fight but did perform to expectations. Bridge was next on the list, with hanshen learning new. Played awhile then felt very tired, so i flopped onto the bed and slept like a pig.

Sweet dreams entered my subconciousness, as i dreamt of my prince charming WEILUN!

The prince of tennis SHAN HONG not on form ah, losing all his matches. if there's a prince, there's a king, and that king was HANSHEN! manouevering his player around the court like Federer himself, he swept aside all who opposed him.

2006-10-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER.

but.

i know i screwed it up real bad. =\
shan't talk abt it anymore.. no point talking so much also.
what's done is done.
i'll face the music when the time comes.

went to ching may's house to have her father's famous yong tau foo for lunch after our last paper.
lunch was nice.
after which, slacked around in ching may's room.
her house is so cosy & nice.
than we sang karaoke. ching may's house seems to have everything.
sang our throats out.
sapped off energy after the whole session.

tomorrow supposedly going to k box with the guys.
but there're 8 of them tomorrow.
seems to me a bit too many.
having my doubts about going or not.
shall think about it tonight.

gonna have dinner soon.
might be coming on to blog tonite again.

no school tomorrow.
cheers.

2006-10-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

two h2 down today.

im supposed to feel relieve and all, having come through 2 content-heavy paper..

but somehow, i don't. /.\

i don't know why also...

there's stil maths tomorrow. h2 at that.

haven practised maths for 2 weeks now, let's hope i'll survive the paper tomorrow.

despite everything, still can't wait for thurday to come, where it officially marks the end of my last paper.

i hope i can get through this.

good luck everyone.

much loves. <3

2006-10-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

surprisingly, i still can find the time to blog.. LOL.

but i'm studying econs in front of the com now.. while chatting on msn. x)
gotta get back to chemistry soon!

going to bishan library in the morning tml to study all by myself.
later in the afternoon calling up gary and he will come down and teach me chem! XD

gary's chem should be much better than mine.. lols.

really can't wait for thursday to come.
till than, gotta mug long and hard.

some people around me seems to be getting stressed out..
hang in there my friends, please don't give up.

i <3>
let's all work hard. x)

im gonna CONQUER CHEMISTRY!!! XD

2006-10-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

AND ITS.. 2 MORE DAYS TO PROMOS!

holy shiet. =O!

hang in there everyone.

i really dont understand. dont understand how some people can be so fking selfish.

it is kinda scary.

people who just want the best for themself. who might backstab you anytime. who are out to get you if they think you are a threat to them. and the list goes on.

pretty scary, the extreme ugly side of humans.

and those who likes to act smart.
can't stand them, either.

those who expect their partners to look mind-blowing..
and yet they.. -_-

worser still, those who says that u forget easily, u take relationships as nothing.
but it is THEM who eventually displays all that.
new one come, old one forgotten completely. (:
they dun give a damn about u anymore. even if u die.

humans r just so damn contradicting sometimes.
fugly humans.
i get so fed up when i think of all these sometimes. bah.

promos in 2 days.
yet i aren't feeling any stress.
..
o.o

i want to do well in econs.
i want to pass my chem, maths, and of course my h1, geog.
although im going to try my best, i still hope that mayb luck be with me.

gonna change my blog skin after promos.

gonna sleep soon, am so freaking tired.
but gonna pig on some junk a lil b4 i drop dead on my bed.

still thinking if i should go to school tomorow to study..
shall decide after i wake up tml. XD

gdnite all.
<3.

2006-10-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

i feel so sick.

sick of everything.

2006-10-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

i still can't believe i did what i did last nite.

@.@

went to khatib mac at 11+pm. got prepared to have a mugging session where it'll last till 7am in the morning..

with ah lun, wai dek and a fren of ah lun.

crazyness. O.O"

but of course, in between there were periods where we slacked.

i managed to complete chemical bonding! although i could have done mre, still felt a great sense of achievement, `cause chemical bonding is not a very small topic. XD

reached home at around 730.
washed my face, changed, and dropped dead on my bed. =x

slept till 1pm, had lunch which my beloved mum cooked!

i really hope to get promoted.
i don't want to disappoint my mum. x)
i love my mum!

im going to the supermarket with my mum soon, and gonna start mugging when i come back.

take care all!
<3.

2006-10-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

my stupid internet was down for the previous 2 days! >.<

oh well.

i was VERY HAPPY yesterday night. ;D ;D ;D
*winks*

tml's gonna be the last PE lesson.. ):

promos are approaching real soon!!!!
i need to get 65 for my chemistry for a pass. -_-
most prob it'l be my sub-pass subject. =x

siigh. gonna bath and start mugging soon.

study hard everyone!

2006-10-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

just finished watchin ANTM.

DAMNIT. MOLLIE SUE IS OUT!!!!! ): ): ):

BOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo.

sigh.

oh yeah. lets talk about today.

still went to school to study in the end. lol. ;D

ate sakae at northpoint!!! holy shit. i ate till i had a big tummy. lmfao.
william's tummy was bigger though. LOL.
he's trying to match up to someone's appetite.
LMFAO. im sorry william.
hahahahahahahaha.

after that went to take neoprints.
freaking squeezy.
there were 8 of us.
andria, me + 6 other guys.
-_-
the guys were SO GAY MAN.
*Faint.

tomorrow's GP and chinese!
good luck everyone. XD

<3.
shall sleep earlier tonight!
12!

2006-10-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

feeling outta sorts.

i tink tml i'll be going bishan library alone to study!
(:

<3.

2006-09-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

met up with ah yu and ah lun for breakfast.
was supposed to meet at 8am.. but i reached only at abt 835.
*sheepish smile*
heh, i'm sorry ah lun. to have made u wait so long. lolx.

i'm almost always late when i meet up with anyone.. =x

it's still surprising to me how guys could gobble up a burger in less than 5 mins.. o.o

lol.

than we went to school.

studied some chem.
than had to head back home, `cos it's mum's off day, she's cooking lunch.

something astonishing than happened.
after lunch i went to make up for sleep lost the whole of the week.

and so with an extremely full stomach, i dropped onto my bed.
and zonked off almost immediately.

the astonishing thing was..

i woke up only when dinner was served.
practically sleep for 5 hours at one shot.. *faint.

the loss of sleep is taking a toll on my body!
really really gotta start sleeping early. >.<

ho well. it's time to start mugging again.. blahh.

<3.

2006-09-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

PE was the day's first event.
played softball(sorta similiar to baseball).

freaking fun.

i think our class have a talent for sports, you know.

not only did we girls scored 12points in contrast to the opposing team who scored less than 5.

the guys trashed opposing teams 5-0!!!

;D

nothing much special happened in school today..

stayed back after school and went to the library to do some chem!
i really need to buck up HELLUVA lot in chem, if i wan to make it through. =\

went down to the basketball court at arnd 620pm..
watched basketball and soccer. *winks*
soccer-ed abit too! lolx.

soccer can be quite fun actually. (:

ne.xt was dinner. dinner at macdonalds!
william is damn high today, god knows what reason
but conversations exchanged after dinner was hilarious.
laughed till my stomach ached.
would have dropped onto a bed n rolled around in laughter if there had been a bed there and than.

guess what was after dinner straight?
supper. at prata house!
-_-"
i know. it sounds crazy. supper right after dinner.
what to do? i've made an appointment with the bunch of sec5(`05) crazy bunch.
caught up with each other a lil, than headed home.

feel so tired now!
not surprising though, judging by the fact that i slept around 22hours for the 5 week days.
oh well. i'll sleep before 2am today. (:

going school to study tomorrow with ah yu & ah lun! gonna have breakfast at mac.. cant wait.
i've decided on hotcakes.
:D :D :D
gonna pack stuffs for tomorrow, slack a lil, than slp!

`gdnite all.
<3.

2006-09-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

i'm using ah lun's nike bag! buahaha. its HUGE. still not too used to it yet.

and i'm FUCKING disgusted.

2006-09-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

Geog test today was LAME SHIT.

Studied my notes. Really studied.

Not a single shit came out of the set of notes I studied from. =.="

Stayed back after school to do maths today! Did from 5 till 6+, managed to complete 5 pitiful questions. Lmfao.

Oh well. At least I completed something.

;D

Just finished watching ANTM (america's next top model), Jenna is OUT! Damn. I liked her.
Poor girl.

Mollie Sue is still my favourite though. XD
I LOVE her. ;p
She looks just so fabulous!! No matter what she's in.

Time to mug.. I'll try to sleep early today. Say maybe, 1230? =)

I love Baby and Baobei!

Why?

2006-09-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

Fking geog's DRIVING ME CONSTIPATED.

Damnit.. Reading something over and over again, and still not absorbing/understanding it at all?

IT JUST SUCKS.

Don't know how I'm gonna survive the paper tomorrow.

SCREW IT MAN.. SCREW IT!!!!

Really should have taken physics instead.. ):

I don't understand..

2006-09-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

Read slowly..

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart..
If you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much..
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?

2006-09-24T02:23:00.000+08:00

BORED.

It's 2am+.. But I don't feel sleepy.
Maybe I shouldn't have slept so much, afterall. Lol. >.<

..
..
..

I know this is the wrong time to think about stuff like crushes/relationships/etc..
But lately stuff like these just come into my mind.

Love come and goes.
What's the difference between love, and like alot alot alot?

Can't it be possible to have almost complete freedom when you're in a relationship.

How come some people just won't fall for others..
I wish I was one of them! :D

But still, I guess it's natural to fall for someone, right? x)

Is it true that some people just can't be alone, they just need someone there for them?

Maybe?

I know to let go. I also know to keep memories. x)
Oh well. On top of everything, I know my priorities.
PROMOS!!!!

Got this following messages from a forwarded email.
Thought they were really meaningful, so I'm just gonna post them in another new entry.(the above entry)

2006-09-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 3pm. Had lunch, and went back to sleep again again til 7pm..
Slept for around 15+ hours!! Lmfao.

Guess I really made up for the slept lost previously.

Sigh. Feel so bored.

I WANT A HAIR EXTENSION!
Hope my hair grows real fast, so I can trim it back to how I want it to be.

Wei Lun, Han Sheng, Guang Zu, William and Janson went to Kbox today.
They're the new G5, from what I heard from William.
William said they could form a band...

..
..
..
..

-_-

I have my doubts.

Lol.

But he said HanSheng is a real good rapper. That I believe. LOL.

Have a freaking geog test on Monday! And its a stupid essay summore.
Gotta start studying later. I hope I WILL start studying later.

Plan to stay back in school on Monday to do Maths and maybe Chem!
Really gotta pull my socks up. Promo's approching REAL fast.!!

Haven played Maple for quite awhile now.
Im bored now.. would log in if only promos weren't just 3 weeks away! Siigh.
`Cause if i do log in now, I'm sure gonna chiong all the way.. Lol.

It's a real boring night.. No nice shows! Damn.

Oh well.. went to NTUC just now with Mum to shop.
Bought $75.05 worth of junk food.. Can you believe it?
Maybe I'm gonna pig out on the couch and watch some VCDs later.

SIIGGGHHH.
REAL BORED.

>.Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or Saying nothing and wishing you had?

2006-09-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, time i can blog. x)

Yesterday was a complete fiasco.
But it made me realise how lucky I am, to have friends like those who stayed behind yesterday.

I was way screwed up by WR apparently.
And when the snowballing stress finally got to me with addition to the fact that our final submission deadline was today,
I broke down.

I still have the packets of tissue that my beloved friends passed to me.. x)

After crying everything out, felt so much better.
Was ready to battle it out with WR again.. Lol.

Practically everyone present asked me if I needed help, and if i do need help, can look for them anytime.. I was touched, and didn't really know what to say.

When Wei Lun and Wiliam went down for instant noodles, Han Sheng stayed in the library to help me think of the survey questions. He even called Terrence to ask about the interview, to think of relevant survey questions. He really put alot of effort into helping me think of the survey questions..

So sweet of him, right? x)

(I genuinely mean this, no hidden meaning whatsoever.)

Got home only at about 1035.
Had a quick bath, came out at 11,sorted out stuffs for individual group member to do.
Had a headstart on my share of the work, but went to cook noodles at 1130.
Was really hungry, haven had dinner yet.
Enjoyed my noodles while watching Shaman King! :D :D

To summarise it simply,
I did WR from midnight, all the way to 630am. (:
Yup, no sleep! I think I must be looking really like a panda. >.<>No sleep at all.
Good news? Completion of WR farking final draft.

P/S: William stayed online from 2am + to 4am plus, helped edit my WR over and over again.

I'm really touched by the things they did. Thanks guys (of course I mean the girls too). I love you all. x)

Back to WR. With the completion of the farking final draft,

SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT!

Muahahahahaha. Relieved of the tremondous amount of stress felt previously!

Finally, off to school I go! x)

And that leads to today.

Softball was played during PE. It's quite fun actually. x)

Was really stoned out during Chem and Econs.. tried and failing to stay awake.

Dinner was at Northpoint's LJS with Wei Lun, William, Han Sheng and Guang Zu!

I'm gonna sleep till, real late tomorrow. I really need to make up for my beauty sleep. =P

<3<3<3.>-Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have done.

2006-09-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

My first new post! (:

still trying to figure out how to add on a tag board onto my new blog!
`and playing around with all the html and stuff.. getting customised to the new world of blogging. x)

had a chemistry test today, studied with 70% effort, figured that i'm still gonna fail after all.
still desperately hanging onto the hope of getting a sub-pass though. =
went over to north point with twins, ah yu, han sheng, weilun, shan hong and william.
ate some fries, tialijun taught me some chemistry.
she's my new tutor for chemistry! (:

really gotta start mugging already.. time's running short.
hope i'll be able to convince myself in time.

oh well. off for project runway, inuyasha, den shaman king. =x

can't wait for tomorrow. x)
misses!

2006-09-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

testing.